Thursday, August 14, 2008

Refer to #4 of my Last Blog.

  1. Jackie
  2. Jezza
  3. Lucia
  4. Erika
  5. Cynthia
  6. Vboo
  7. Angelic
  8. Jessica
  9. Hillary
  10. Janine
  11. Angela
  12. Kathy
  13. Cindy
IN NO ORDER,
Shoutouts to you girls.
You guys made summer what summer is all about:Friends, Fun, Fun/Friends.

Ah, #7. A lucky number, or rather..I'm lucky to even HAVE #7.
It was crazy though,
It was last year, 2007.
On July. That we first started talking on myspace..
Her first comment she left me was at 2:57.
2+5 = 7,
7 7!
July 25, 2007.
2+5 = 7,

7-7-7.
Crazy, right?
And she left me exactly 7 comments on our first conversation together,
And we were both 14 at that time,
half of 14 is 7.

Maybe I'm just looking for ways to find a 7 in our lives, but then.
I guess..its not just coincidence, 7 truly is a lucky number for me, at least.
I met Angelic Joy Castillo with pure luck,
and it is that same pure luck that still lets me talk to her today.
I miss her very dearly, and I hope that she one day realize that.

I call her every night, leaving her voicemails telling her to have a good day at school,
and to rest up. Maybe I'm asking for too much when I want a call back, because its not everyday someone like me can get a phone call from an Angel like her.

I seriously freaking miss you. This picture is just so perfect for you, perfect to me,
perfect for us. You might have a guy right now. I don't know that. You might be seeing someone,
and you are probably very happy with him. Things are so complicated for you and I can't seem to make things any more easier for you. I honestly, miss you more than anyone else right now.
Angel, why can't we promise each other these things..? I've been praying that you can come talk to me. We got so many things to talk about. If you're reading this, I'm waiting for you.

1 comment:

hillary said...

psst. angelic is 7 letters, and so is jeffrey.

she's pretty.