Woah,

Only a week and a half left of summer left,
before school starts, before another hectic, chaos induced nightmare
becomes manifested in me.

I can say I had a lot of personal self reflection time this summer,
I'm starting to finally..grow up.
To be honest, my biggest fear is not death
or public speaking, but it is actually the fear of growing up.

As I lay awake in bed,
[FACT: Did you know you're supposed to stay in bed awake for at least 15 min to be mentally healthy? -Mr.Cheli told me that]

I had constant thoughts in my head, fantasies of how I'd be as an adult,
sharing my apartment with Jessica, and driving off to work in my fantasy car:
[Dream: 2008 Subaru Impreza WRX 5-door]
[The probably Reality: Family 2003/2004 Toyota Camry]

Haha. Oh well, at least I'd have a car to drive around,
I've had a lot of learning experiences too,
I can say I've matured since last year.
Last summer I had juvenile thoughts.

Now, Thats the least of my worries? Wow, I really am growing up, dang haha.

TO DO/BUY LIST[Remaining of 08]

1. -Write songs for her, get someone to help me record
2. -Finish working on Soompi fanfics(LTLOALG, MD'sG)
3. -Start learning piano and drums again
4. -KIT/Get back in touch with old friends
5. -Make new friends
6. - Cop at least 5 HUF Hats
7. -Give old clothes to charity/send home
8. -Simplify room
9. -Get back into drawing
10. -START Manga/comic [refer to 9]
11. -Repair old shoes, send home
12. -Improve singing
13. -Maintain grades
14. -Get to know the faith a little more
15. -Share my favorite bible book[Ephesians] to her
16. -Finally get to see her again.
17. -When I see her, serenade her, [refer to 1]
18. -Make her realize I'm realize I'm worth remembering.
19. -No drama.
20. -Most importantly, find my calling. I got two more years left to find out.

I have one hell of a school year ahead of me. Time to do work son.
I'm going to work hard, play hard, and love hard.
True, theres time for fun in between, but anything in work with it is going to have to be all out!
Good luck to all my
Do-workers of the future.
I'll see you guys at the finish line.
-Jeff