2:07 in the morning.

Right now, I'm guessing you can all say I'm pretty miserable sounding right now.
I guess I can say I am,
But I wouldn't say I'm totally going to die, haha.

I've found ways to get my mind off it.
-Picnic later today! [get to see all my GFFC friends]
-Guitar it up
-Maybe get to call Gel

Hahaha, oh boy. That Angelic never calls me back.
It's okay, I know you're probably busy dear, it's all good.

I just want to apologize to you guys again for having to sit through and read my long ass vent/story/complaints blog from yesterday.

It really hit me, but I learned that I had to grow to get over it,
Suprisingly, my make-up teacher helped me realize that today,
Even though he's only our teacher until 10:00 every morning,
then our teacher teaches us.

He said something I really should start focusing on,
"You all are so fortunate to have the clothes on your backs, the food in your mouths, the water that you drink, and you don't have to worry about a thing, much less than the ones who gave you those things"

It made me realize. I have to thank my parents for every little thing they do.
If you guys ever read this, I'm sorry that I've probably been the most spoiled child in the world, and showing the most bratty spoiled brat attitude that's ever been dealt with.

I'm sorry I shut you guys out when I really should be telling you all about myself,
I'm sorry I can't connect to you guys as well as I used to.
I'm sorry that the little spelling-bee winning, straight a, favorite student kid you used to love having around disappeared, I really am sorry.

Angelic,
You're one of my true friends. We haven't talked as much as your other friends,
but I have to say, you're down to earth and I'm sorry if it seems like I put you down
because you don't have time for me. I should be apologizing to you, not you to me.
If its any consolation, I just want you to know that I totally love and appreciate you,
and that I hope I never lose you as a friend!

That doesn't mean you can stop calling me though, hahaha jk. Only if you want to.

I love you all
-jeff