Vent pt 1

Its been a while since I've been on this thing,
I almost forgot that it still existed.
Kinda funny when you put so much work into something
and it just ends up collapsing.

Kinda like on friday. We got 5th.
I wanted ANYONE to win, but them..
but I guess things just don't happen to go that way.

Then again, not a lot of things have gone my way this weekend.

In all honesty, I feel like I've done a lot of growing up within this weekend.
I learned to handle things in a more mature way, and I'm letting go
of my old bad habits. If not all of them, most of them. I can't do that anymore,
Sophmore year is almost over. I fucked up this year, and next year won't be any easier.

2 ap classes, officer for kababayan, ASB hopeful,
I can't let anything slow me down. I said I'm going to be the person I know I can be,
and I don't want to front with this also and say that I can do it all when I really can't.

too many things going through my head at once..
more to come tomorrow.