Stress x Vent pt 2 x Epiphany

It's building.
It only hit me today
that theres not that many weeks of school left.

I gotta get my act together FAST.
I've stalled too long.

My mom gave me a huge reality check, "If you're happy with the grades you're getting now so be it" "...but I'm not going to be happy with them"

The pressure is collapsing on me.
My ambitions in the first place came upon 2 very different options..

-Go to SDSU move back to SJ after I was done with all 4 years.
OR
-Apply CC, After 2 years, transfer to UC _____. Move back to SJ.

The second choice is longer, but a lot more beneficial.
Out of all my choices, UCLA UC Davis and UC Santa Barbara came to mind.

UCLA comes out on top. Academics and athletics.
Its a place where I can prove to myself what I can be.
I'm not gonna let all this dreaming and hopes go out for nothing.
Looking more into detail later, I'll tie in my CC major and my UC major
and become something great. I'll finally be something my parents, and myself,
can be proud of.


All heart, do work, nothing but love.
The only 3 sayings I need to keep me going 2 more years
of High school.

Sophmore year is practically done. The next 2 years of upperclassmen status
are gonna be what matter.

Unlike the other 9129319231 kids who
get these types of sweaters,
I'll be one of the few dozen
that would be able to say I actually
go there.

This is a test of my mental, physical, emotional, and spiritual limits. There is no turning back now.
Its time to start being a man.