So listen.

To a certain someone,
Hey, how are you? I hope you're doing fine.
I just wanted to say thanks for
totally like making me feel different and weird all the time.
I doubt you consistently read through my blogs anyways, but..

I try to reach out and get you to notice me, but I always
feel stupid afterwards! I'm pretty sure you're not busy
or doing something every single time I contact you,
so don't go off and tell me!

I understand you are busy at times and you can't always
reply right away, but if I IM at 3pm and wait, IM at 7pm and wait,
till 5..6 in the morning
and no reply back, I'll think somethings wrong.
Is it me? I just want to talk,

I miss how we used to be close.
I just want to be your friend.
Let me show you how much I care about you,
Open up to me! Don't be so afraid to
talk to me. You never call anymore, you never text.

I'll do my part and try to leave you voicemails on updates with me
when I can, but it only works if we see each other halfway.

I might be whining, or thinking negative, or w/e you want to call it,
but this is what I notice with us. I don't try to bring it up, nor put it down,
but I at least expect that you respected me enough to show me
that you weren't interested in even having a conversation in the first place.

Show me enough fairness that you're willing to give me a no.
You were, and still are my Angel.