Dear Ashley,

"Thank you very much for always being here for me. Lately things have been hard,
and I didn't really realize how much you've been trying for me. I guess since I felt
like you would always be here, I took you for granted. And then, when things started
to get hard and you weren't here anymore, I knew I had to have you around still. Why am I feeling this way? I don't know. And I really shouldn't try to find out, but whatever it is I don't want it to stop.

I'm thankful that you care for me so much and I appreciate that you take time out of your way to really treat me like I actually mean something to someone. I can say out of all the people that I talk to about my problems you're the only one that tries to do something to help me out, and thats something rare to find in someone nowadays.

Idk what to feel right now, but I'm sure I'll get over it later. Right now all I can do is feel appreciative that you're still around and willing to handle all the problems and trouble that I bright you. I don't deserve you the way that you say that I do. I'm very very sorry. I love you and I hope you can realize what message I'm trying to get across."