Ugh

Today really sucked.
I woke up at around 1:35-2:00,
and even then I still wanted to sleep.

I had Cap'n Crunch when it was time for lunch,
Hot dogs when it was time for dinner, and thenn
I was eating steak when it was time for breakfast.

Messed up sleeping patterns ftl.
I guess today doesnt really count as a day,
seeing as nothing happened.

I really miss Angelic,
she's really getting to me. I thought I would be cool with it, but I hella hate not seeing her or talking to her. I feel stupid blogging about her, instead of confronting her about it,
but what am I gonna do? It's not like I can do anything about it. Ugh, love stinks for me right now.
Why is it that I always seem to find what I'm looking for when it's not available to me? How even though I try my very hardest and don't trip when things get hard, it STILL doesn't happen to work out for me.

Baby girl, you're getting cuter by the second! I really miss you. I know I should just let God's will be the judge of when I get to see you, get to talk to you. I'm sorry for tripping out on every little detail that seems to become an obstacle in me getting to talk to you, but that shouldn't hinder me. I wanna be your better man, though I might not be your first man. I wanna be the guy that waits for you above all others, who claim to say they would. I wanna be the one that puts a smile in your HEART after we talk, and not just some guy who will say sweet things to make you have a smile on your face. Miss you, miss you, miss you. Call me a fool, but you got me hecka sprung. Thanks, for everything.



Vent blogs are pitiful.
-jeff