These last few days have been pretty crazy,
but worth it.
The first week of school is over,
and the 3-day weekend is in progress!
I had a lot of fun today going to the
twin's party,
happy birthday ashley+nicole.
It was good getting to see all my old friends + the youth
from all over; I thought I was never going to see them
with this much hw piling up! Oh wells, thats why i'm thankful
for this 3-day weekend in the first place!
I saw Morgan after heckaaa long! Good to see you girl,
along w/ Leslie who I pretended I didn't remember HAHAH,
not to mention Charlene who was too cool for me!
Leslie was mad that my food was better than hers.
Charlene liked her lasagna,
Morgan was w/her bf!
Anyways, good food, great company,
great company, better experience.
I was getting hecka worried after the dinner,
because I drove to the restaurant, but had to give the car
back to my uncle because he had to go home w/ my brother + my cousin.
So basically, they had + 1 person to get in the car with!
Haha, rode in the car w/ Mark Chrishel and Stephen,
Paolo + Kuya Bryan driving.
Chrishel puts the phone to my ear all of a sudden,
I hear a way too familiar yell at me.
"JEEFFREEEYYY." Lala's voice goes,
worried + scary sounding at the same time,
I kept saying "uh huh idk" and all that
because I was too tired + full from the food,
so eventually I gave it back to Chrishel and they talked.
Finally, we arrive at the twin's house!
Everyone is starting to show up, but before they could
I grabbed the guitar, and starting freestyling/sessioning with
Stephen and Mark.
It was fun, and Charlene watched us like all focused like. HAHA
Soooon we came down to go stay in the living room area,
when Leslie + Morgan came too!
Mark moved down as well, and he started freestyle singing to
my beat, J.Holiday's "Suffocate" on acoustic guitar.
Pretty fun pretty fun, but it was only until everyone get
settled that the good times were rollin by.
Me, Morgan, and Leslie all went back up to sit on the couch,
when Morgan asked me what songs could I play on guitar.
I said idk and just played whatever,
till finally they said "Can you play I'm Yours?"
Then there I went, strumming Jason Mraz inspired.
She pressed the button on her camera and me,
her, and Leslie all started singing randomly and goofy. x]
The 'serious' take was then put into another goofy one
when Nicole came up and started making noise,
DANG MY BAD NICOLE !
haha,
after much of that,
I remember Leslie played piano, and sang her
birthday song for the twins,
and everyone was swooning,
especially me! All tearing up LOL
when it isn't even for me!
We went down to go Karaoke and go Magic Mic,
it was fun, afterwards
they called us to go outside in the backyard to sing happy birthday to the twins
and cut the cake!
I was bg music for everyone when there was words of encouragement
time, and speeches for the twins.
Going back inside the house me + morgan + leslie went to go sing some more,
then everyone was starting to leave from Pittsburgh church.
Bye DBC!
As we waved goodbye, Kuya B came up and started talking to Morgan and Leslie after I told him that they wanted to start being active in LBFC, going to Youth Hour, and church, and going
to camp events like Tsunami and GFFC! When he heard all that,
he started talking to them alone, when I went to go down and play guitar some more.
When I went back up, they pulled me.
"Help!"
"With what?"
"Whats a testimony?"
And here i'm like o.o; still shocked from the pulling..
"I don't care how stupid it is, just help us! We're desperate."
"He wants us to do one this Friday! And he wants us to sing!"
I'm excited!
Leslie and Morgan
got more into church because of this,
so I should be pretty happy.
I knew them both waaay before the twins did,
but I was glad that they got to come anyways-
I think it was planned to be this way..
(: Sweet.
Haha.
Today was one of the few good days I've had in a while.
Got 3 new hats today,
Got 2 new youth house buddies,
Got 1 whole day of fun.
Wouldn't asked for it to be any other way.
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Monday, August 25, 2008
Ready.
So summer is officially coming to a close,
school is coming up.
I've been through lots of changing and
self reflection time, and I think I'm starting to see
where I am, and where I want to be.
I met a girl some time back, and I liked her very very dearly,
she meant a lot to me and she was everything I could want,
and still is.
I miss her very dearly, but I'm afraid that we can only be friends.
I was too blind, and too caught up in the moment to see what
I've been missing the things going on all around me-
but all these are nobodys fault but mine.
Real talk. I feel like I've been put on a roller coaster!
I was psyched, getting on this ride. How amazing it would feel.
Up and up I went, even though some bumps made me feel like I wanted to get off,
but then I thought to myself, "No. Its worth it." and so I kept pushing forward,
until I finally got to the very peak- the high, where everything just stopped;
I looked at everything behind and below me, what I went through to get to that point.
I learned to appreciate things more this summer.
I realized she liked someone else, and I am probably just being third wheel status haha.
Then, there goes my roller coaster example: when the ride goes down, and I feel as though
I'm about to fall off and never come back. But there I am:
Still breathing. Still alive, still awake-
Its been a good summer! I finally get to take that seriously now.
This coaster is coming to its close, where it stops and I get let off of it, so that the next guy can get on it.
Who knows? Maybe that guy will be lucky, and the ride won't stop for him..
If you're reading this: Thanks. I'm alright that it turned out this way, either way- I still care about you and I still want you to know that nothing changed. I still miss you very dearly.
I shouldn't be too sad about this, theres probably someone out there for me,
or maybe it just wasn't our time yet. We'll see.
Now that its out of the way I can focus on school hopefully.
you are seriously everything i could ever want. why can't i ever be good enough for you?..
school is coming up.
I've been through lots of changing and
self reflection time, and I think I'm starting to see
where I am, and where I want to be.
I met a girl some time back, and I liked her very very dearly,
she meant a lot to me and she was everything I could want,
and still is.
I miss her very dearly, but I'm afraid that we can only be friends.
I was too blind, and too caught up in the moment to see what
I've been missing the things going on all around me-
but all these are nobodys fault but mine.
Real talk. I feel like I've been put on a roller coaster!
I was psyched, getting on this ride. How amazing it would feel.
Up and up I went, even though some bumps made me feel like I wanted to get off,
but then I thought to myself, "No. Its worth it." and so I kept pushing forward,
until I finally got to the very peak- the high, where everything just stopped;
I looked at everything behind and below me, what I went through to get to that point.
I learned to appreciate things more this summer.
I realized she liked someone else, and I am probably just being third wheel status haha.
Then, there goes my roller coaster example: when the ride goes down, and I feel as though
I'm about to fall off and never come back. But there I am:
Still breathing. Still alive, still awake-
Its been a good summer! I finally get to take that seriously now.
This coaster is coming to its close, where it stops and I get let off of it, so that the next guy can get on it.
Who knows? Maybe that guy will be lucky, and the ride won't stop for him..
If you're reading this: Thanks. I'm alright that it turned out this way, either way- I still care about you and I still want you to know that nothing changed. I still miss you very dearly.
I shouldn't be too sad about this, theres probably someone out there for me,
or maybe it just wasn't our time yet. We'll see.
Now that its out of the way I can focus on school hopefully.
you are seriously everything i could ever want. why can't i ever be good enough for you?..
Monday, August 18, 2008
Ugh
Today really sucked.
I woke up at around 1:35-2:00,
and even then I still wanted to sleep.
I had Cap'n Crunch when it was time for lunch,
Hot dogs when it was time for dinner, and thenn
I was eating steak when it was time for breakfast.
Messed up sleeping patterns ftl.
I guess today doesnt really count as a day,
seeing as nothing happened.
I really miss Angelic,
she's really getting to me. I thought I would be cool with it, but I hella hate not seeing her or talking to her. I feel stupid blogging about her, instead of confronting her about it,
but what am I gonna do? It's not like I can do anything about it. Ugh, love stinks for me right now.
Why is it that I always seem to find what I'm looking for when it's not available to me? How even though I try my very hardest and don't trip when things get hard, it STILL doesn't happen to work out for me.
Baby girl, you're getting cuter by the second! I really miss you. I know I should just let God's will be the judge of when I get to see you, get to talk to you. I'm sorry for tripping out on every little detail that seems to become an obstacle in me getting to talk to you, but that shouldn't hinder me. I wanna be your better man, though I might not be your first man. I wanna be the guy that waits for you above all others, who claim to say they would. I wanna be the one that puts a smile in your HEART after we talk, and not just some guy who will say sweet things to make you have a smile on your face. Miss you, miss you, miss you. Call me a fool, but you got me hecka sprung. Thanks, for everything.
Vent blogs are pitiful.
-jeff
I woke up at around 1:35-2:00,
and even then I still wanted to sleep.
I had Cap'n Crunch when it was time for lunch,
Hot dogs when it was time for dinner, and thenn
I was eating steak when it was time for breakfast.
Messed up sleeping patterns ftl.
I guess today doesnt really count as a day,
seeing as nothing happened.
I really miss Angelic,
she's really getting to me. I thought I would be cool with it, but I hella hate not seeing her or talking to her. I feel stupid blogging about her, instead of confronting her about it,
but what am I gonna do? It's not like I can do anything about it. Ugh, love stinks for me right now.
Why is it that I always seem to find what I'm looking for when it's not available to me? How even though I try my very hardest and don't trip when things get hard, it STILL doesn't happen to work out for me.
Baby girl, you're getting cuter by the second! I really miss you. I know I should just let God's will be the judge of when I get to see you, get to talk to you. I'm sorry for tripping out on every little detail that seems to become an obstacle in me getting to talk to you, but that shouldn't hinder me. I wanna be your better man, though I might not be your first man. I wanna be the guy that waits for you above all others, who claim to say they would. I wanna be the one that puts a smile in your HEART after we talk, and not just some guy who will say sweet things to make you have a smile on your face. Miss you, miss you, miss you. Call me a fool, but you got me hecka sprung. Thanks, for everything.Vent blogs are pitiful.
-jeff
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Crazy
I woke up early today.
Well I felt in the blogging mood,
I had an all-night conversation with
Grace Stephanie Ouiuan. She made me get hecka
butterflies, haha (: We spent all night talking about
camp and tsunami and all these things.
Like how we have GFFC here,
she has Soul Anchor over there,
its crazy. While we have like, 60, 70, 80 people from camp,
she told me over at SA they get like 100-200 people! CRAZY, LOL.
I'm going to the youth rally later on,
hopefully get to talk to G.S. ;D
I still need to get my haircut and get my eye exam cause I need glasses.
STILL NEED TO DO SHOPPING TOO!
-dividers.
-notebooks.
-more lead.
-clothes.
-nature's valley granola bars (: to eat at break and whatnot,
-my half cabs
I'll keep those in mind while I finish
on my EP Album,
That is all.
-jeff
Well I felt in the blogging mood,
I had an all-night conversation with
Grace Stephanie Ouiuan. She made me get hecka
butterflies, haha (: We spent all night talking about
camp and tsunami and all these things.
Like how we have GFFC here,
she has Soul Anchor over there,
its crazy. While we have like, 60, 70, 80 people from camp,
she told me over at SA they get like 100-200 people! CRAZY, LOL.
I'm going to the youth rally later on,
hopefully get to talk to G.S. ;D
I still need to get my haircut and get my eye exam cause I need glasses.
STILL NEED TO DO SHOPPING TOO!
-dividers.
-notebooks.
-more lead.
-clothes.
-nature's valley granola bars (: to eat at break and whatnot,
-my half cabs
I'll keep those in mind while I finish
on my EP Album,
That is all.
-jeff
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Refer to #4 of my Last Blog.
- Jackie
- Jezza
- Lucia
- Erika
- Cynthia
- Vboo
- Angelic
- Jessica
- Hillary
- Janine
- Angela
- Kathy
- Cindy
Shoutouts to you girls.
You guys made summer what summer is all about:Friends, Fun, Fun/Friends.
Ah, #7. A lucky number, or rather..I'm lucky to even HAVE #7.
It was crazy though,
It was last year, 2007.
On July. That we first started talking on myspace..
Her first comment she left me was at 2:57.
2+5 = 7,
7 7!
July 25, 2007.
2+5 = 7,
7-7-7.
Crazy, right?
And she left me exactly 7 comments on our first conversation together,
And we were both 14 at that time,
half of 14 is 7.
Maybe I'm just looking for ways to find a 7 in our lives, but then.
I guess..its not just coincidence, 7 truly is a lucky number for me, at least.
I met Angelic Joy Castillo with pure luck,
and it is that same pure luck that still lets me talk to her today.
I miss her very dearly, and I hope that she one day realize that.
I call her every night, leaving her voicemails telling her to have a good day at school,
and to rest up. Maybe I'm asking for too much when I want a call back, because its not everyday someone like me can get a phone call from an Angel like her.
I seriously freaking miss you. This picture is just so perfect for you, perfect to me,perfect for us. You might have a guy right now. I don't know that. You might be seeing someone,
and you are probably very happy with him. Things are so complicated for you and I can't seem to make things any more easier for you. I honestly, miss you more than anyone else right now.
Angel, why can't we promise each other these things..? I've been praying that you can come talk to me. We got so many things to talk about. If you're reading this, I'm waiting for you.
Woah,
Only a week and a half left of summer left,
before school starts, before another hectic, chaos induced nightmare
becomes manifested in me.
I can say I had a lot of personal self reflection time this summer,
I'm starting to finally..grow up.
To be honest, my biggest fear is not death
or public speaking, but it is actually the fear of growing up.
As I lay awake in bed,
[FACT: Did you know you're supposed to stay in bed awake for at least 15 min to be mentally healthy? -Mr.Cheli told me that]
I had constant thoughts in my head, fantasies of how I'd be as an adult,
sharing my apartment with Jessica, and driving off to work in my fantasy car:
[Dream: 2008 Subaru Impreza WRX 5-door]
[The probably Reality: Family 2003/2004 Toyota Camry]
Haha. Oh well, at least I'd have a car to drive around,
I've had a lot of learning experiences too,
I can say I've matured since last year.
Last summer I had juvenile thoughts.
Now, Thats the least of my worries? Wow, I really am growing up, dang haha.
TO DO/BUY LIST[Remaining of 08]
I'm going to work hard, play hard, and love hard.
True, theres time for fun in between, but anything in work with it is going to have to be all out!
Good luck to all my
Do-workers of the future.
I'll see you guys at the finish line.
-Jeff
before school starts, before another hectic, chaos induced nightmare
becomes manifested in me.
I can say I had a lot of personal self reflection time this summer,
I'm starting to finally..grow up.
To be honest, my biggest fear is not death
or public speaking, but it is actually the fear of growing up.
As I lay awake in bed,
[FACT: Did you know you're supposed to stay in bed awake for at least 15 min to be mentally healthy? -Mr.Cheli told me that]
I had constant thoughts in my head, fantasies of how I'd be as an adult,
sharing my apartment with Jessica, and driving off to work in my fantasy car:
[Dream: 2008 Subaru Impreza WRX 5-door]
[The probably Reality: Family 2003/2004 Toyota Camry]
Haha. Oh well, at least I'd have a car to drive around,
I've had a lot of learning experiences too,
I can say I've matured since last year.
Last summer I had juvenile thoughts.
Now, Thats the least of my worries? Wow, I really am growing up, dang haha.
TO DO/BUY LIST[Remaining of 08]
- -Write songs for her, get someone to help me record
- -Finish working on Soompi fanfics(LTLOALG, MD'sG)
- -Start learning piano and drums again
- -KIT/Get back in touch with old friends
- -Make new friends
- - Cop at least 5 HUF Hats
- -Give old clothes to charity/send home
- -Simplify room
- -Get back into drawing
- -START Manga/comic [refer to 9]
- -Repair old shoes, send home
- -Improve singing
- -Maintain grades
- -Get to know the faith a little more
- -Share my favorite bible book[Ephesians] to her
- -Finally get to see her again.
- -When I see her, serenade her, [refer to 1]
- -Make her realize I'm realize I'm worth remembering.
- -No drama.
- -Most importantly, find my calling. I got two more years left to find out.
I'm going to work hard, play hard, and love hard.
True, theres time for fun in between, but anything in work with it is going to have to be all out!
Good luck to all my
Do-workers of the future.
I'll see you guys at the finish line.
-Jeff
Sunday, August 10, 2008
AHOY!
Dang, sorry for no posts lately,
I guess you can say it's been a busy month!
My cousins from Canada has been staying in my house
for the week, getting the taste of Cali + the bay in general.
Ahhh,
LOL TBH, I'm glad they're here! Aside from family catch up and stuff,
I haven't been able to get out of the house, and I thought I wouldn't be able to
go anywhere for the rest of my summer vacation.
I WAS WRONG.
So far this week:
Monday: All-nighter, my parents preparing for their arrival.
Tuesday: Another all-nighter, they arrive at around 2:00AM coming from Vegas.
Wednesday: Stay home playing GH3 and Rock Band with them, chill day.
Thursday: We go to SF, shopping at H&M, and TH. Yeeee! Rep it.
Friday: We go to SC, Beach Boardwalk. Ride Giant Dipper hecka times! My face, priceless.
Saturday: Flea Market, yeee boy, who cares?! Haha, had hecka good bbq.
Sunday: Who knows? They leaving tonight, awh ):
Seriously, the most sleep I've getting each day is around 3-4, with school coming up,
I'm seriously out of shape! These next 2-ish weeks I gotta go all out with my training,
make sure I'm in shape before school starts!
Gotta get my haircut, my eye exam for my prescription glasses, shave.. LMAO. Only mustache, no beard please :D I'm waiting for my beard to reach Gabe Bondoc Status.
Oh yeah. Sexyman LOL
I guess you can say it's been a busy month!
My cousins from Canada has been staying in my house
for the week, getting the taste of Cali + the bay in general.
Ahhh,
LOL TBH, I'm glad they're here! Aside from family catch up and stuff,
I haven't been able to get out of the house, and I thought I wouldn't be able to
go anywhere for the rest of my summer vacation.
I WAS WRONG.
So far this week:
Monday: All-nighter, my parents preparing for their arrival.
Tuesday: Another all-nighter, they arrive at around 2:00AM coming from Vegas.
Wednesday: Stay home playing GH3 and Rock Band with them, chill day.
Thursday: We go to SF, shopping at H&M, and TH. Yeeee! Rep it.
Friday: We go to SC, Beach Boardwalk. Ride Giant Dipper hecka times! My face, priceless.
Saturday: Flea Market, yeee boy, who cares?! Haha, had hecka good bbq.
Sunday: Who knows? They leaving tonight, awh ):
Seriously, the most sleep I've getting each day is around 3-4, with school coming up,
I'm seriously out of shape! These next 2-ish weeks I gotta go all out with my training,
make sure I'm in shape before school starts!
Gotta get my haircut, my eye exam for my prescription glasses, shave.. LMAO. Only mustache, no beard please :D I'm waiting for my beard to reach Gabe Bondoc Status.
Oh yeah. Sexyman LOL
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