Ugh

Where have you been lately?
You've stopped replying.
Stopped calling.

Stop talking to me completely,
when it seemed like only a short while ago
we were having a great time;

I really do wish there was something you can tell me,
but really, what is there to say?
I know you're avoiding me,
and I know I've been so clingy and shit lately.
but what can I do?

You make me happy; You're not on my top for any old reason,
each person means a lot to me there, NO ORDER THOUGH.
each one of you are important and keys in my life, so I couldn't
possibly compare you to anyone else.

why don't you seem to care anymore?
is it school?
is it drama?
is it friends?
is it things from your past..?

I don't even really know.
But I told you I'd be here for you no matter what,
whether you want to accept the offer or not.

Get this straight.

I like you. A lot.
I wouldn't be wasting so much time
if you only realized how much I was seriously
trying to make this work; I'm trying to think this through,

I'm trying not to assume the worst.
But I always keep thinking that
theres someone else that might be out there
Thats taking you from me.

Why?
Am I not good enough?
Is it cause I'm too far away?
Why don't you realize that I'm trying even harder than ever now
because of such things?

Its like you don't even mean the things you've said to me before.
Just let me know you still think I exist.

-You know who you are.