Today

Was a good day.

I enjoyed it fairly well today,
not too cold not too hot,
did all my hw and I was really happy
with the way things ended up today.

Its probably my 6th time replaying
that voicemail.

Thanks, seriously.
It makes me smile
like the first time i've smiled
every time I hear your voice again. (:

Bah!

Hella emo blogs lately?!

Lmao lmao,
Sa'll good,
but once I have something
better to talk about/do,

I'll let you guys know!
But who actually reads this stuff..?

Oh well, sa'll good HAHA.
Today I went to church,

pretty chill,
But I kinda spaced out a little )=
I couldn't get my mind off
of the voicemail Angel left me.

UGHH! Missed her by 10 minutes.
Next time babe, I promise.

I went to red lobster with the family
for my dad's birthday today.

I was about to take pics during dinner
but my clumsyness dropped the camera
and now the lens is jammed.
YAY ME. ):


I still need to do my spanish + biology hw.
Wooo school.

Actually,

This month has been honestly
the worst month this year.
It feels like I've just been

through so much.
It really sucks!
I just wanted this month
to be a time for
my birthday,
a time for school,
a time for friends,
and a time for church.

I did get all of those, but I got the consequences of them too.

someone, who still shall be unnamed, started talking to me again today.
I was really happy she was able to talk to me,
oh how I thought she forgot me!
alas, we had to stop.
I took a shower,
cousins were over.

we played wii for a while,
then i went back to check ISS.

Got me some sb laces pending,
and I got 2 pairs of 511's from my mom today! Thank you mom.

I got $50 from my grandma, but I feel hella bad that I forgot to say thank you.
I really do want to start changing the way I am with my family,
but right now
that seems like the last thing I can do.

I feel like I've been losing friends,
and it also feels like I'm gaining stress.
So much school work and pressure on me.
Its starting to get so serious,
I want to do good.

If I can be honest,
I feel like eating. A lot.
A lot a lot.


I'm sick of this right now.
Being jealous
and
broke
and
having no friends is a real drag, eh?

Argh, such irregular posts

Soo
this month so far
has been pretty uneventful

But its all good.
I got pissed off by certain people but its okay

Forgive and forget right?
And I DO mean forget, especially you.

Anyways, schools been pretty regular,
keeping up that hw pace,
and getting them grades,
my birthday is in a few hours.

The only thing I have to complain about is that its on such a common day,
a tuesday at that matter!
Oh well, I can't CHANGE time and space for my own purposes, lawl.
Sooo I've been shopping like crazy on ISS and NikeSB;
getting that sneaker heat and clothes,

mostly clothes though lol.
I am hoping to pick up
a stussy + 10deep hoodie
my triumvir and team.ailyn shirt
some reverb and evisu denims,
and HOPEFULLY some donatellos if my mom isn't so anal about "OMG WORN ONCE? NO WAYYY". -_- its vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvnds, ma. AND its cheap. just let me have it haha, its my birthday jeez.

going to a study hall fellowship w/ the youth tomorrow also,
I want to celebrate my birthday on a weekend, not tomorrow haha!

so many things I want,
but honestly?

I'm only wishing for ONE thing, or should I say person this year.
only one.

Her.