Rekindled Old Flames

My love for Anime and Manga has been rekindled.
Japan, in general, was my ideal place to live next to the PI again.
I remember, as a child, GUNDAM was the series that got me started into the
Japanese language and culture, and sparking my love to build things and watch anime.
I guess, overall, this is what led me to deciding that I want to build things for my future career,
but fk what you heard. I've been an OG Gundam fan, even BEFORE Gundam Wing aired on TOONAMI on Cartoon Network, my relatives would be sending me Mecha and Gundam related goodies from Japan, and I suppose thats what got me into it.
I've loved Gundam for such a long time, Gundam Wing, 8th MS Team, Gundam 0080, Gundam 0083, G Gundam, SD Gundam, Gundam Seed Destiny, so many more... I've watched all these series dearly, and my inner child, and future adult, both awaken when they see this.



Sorry for the history lesson, but here are pics so you can understand why I enjoy building these machines.

Partying and Preparing

Today was pretty long, I thought it was going to be uneventful, but I'm glad I decided to just get out of bed today and say "I wanna go." Started out by going out to Keilani's 7th birthday, daaang happy b-day my little Lilo! You're getting old, making me like a dinosaur girrl. Ahaha jk, it was kinda boring for me at the beginning because I was a teen in a little kid party, but soon Ate Millie and Kuya Bryan and Lenlen came. We left early to go to costco to get ready for our smoothie sale for camp fundraising tomorrow. Not that much pics but enjoy.


Big thanks to my buddy MICHELLE ESTOLAS. THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. YOU'RE THE BEST. =)

Stay tuned for an update, gonna be taking pictures of
-Graduation Honors
-Swimming
-Red Robins
busy day tomorrow, but thats what I do best

be chill

Recap of Wednesday

Pretty chill day. Woke up at around 9 or 10, but didnt get out of bed that quickly.
Talked to dq for a bit before I got picked up for Transformers 2 with the youth. Went to Great Mall Century Theaters, waited in line for it, but we got there early so we had really good seats, right in the center. We took up the whole row, lmao. Transformers 2 was worth the hype, pretty much non-stop action, and even the talking parts were pretty actiony. LOL. After the movie, got home, ate some ice cream, played some Combat Arms, talked on the phone with Erica[favorite new youth buddy!], watched/listened to some vids of Ate Mye singing, boiled some soup, blogged.

Heres the video of the day, feat. my Ate!



Everythings just a prayer away. Some pics of what I'm handling right now

Sometimes..

I wish that things turn out a little differently for me,
instead of me just guessing right all the time.



"I'm doing this all so you can see
So you can see
I'm doing what I can to be your man
I'm making all these plans for you to understand
I notice you
Please notice me too."

From 93 till

Thanking God For..

More to come

Finally, a (somewhat) decent entry.

So, with everything thats been going on, I haven't been finding enough time to give a 'real post' as of late. I don't really have much of an excuse for it, but lately I didn't have anything good to blog about. Instead of talking about the next pair of shoes or a hat I'm going to buy, I want to just sit down and let you guys really...take a breath of air and really appreciate what you guys have. You guys take the simple little things all for granted, and I'm no exception.
I tend to forget that I have a nice warm comfy bed that I lay in all day..[and tend to forget to fix..]

and a fridge full of the bombest drinks and string cheese someone could want.
Not to mention clothes to wear, and even a place to live!

So many people don't have the luxuries we all have, which makes me
so upset to see food unfinished or someone just blowing money away for
stupid reasons. The money or food or clothing we don't enjoy or use anymore
could be given to someone who would need it far more than we do now.
Traveling at SF a few weeks ago with my family, we saw a lot of homeless people downtown..
My brother asked if they were looking for something, my mom told him "Don't look. They don't have anywhere to go" and I couldn't help but feel a ring in my heart.

I was giving out attitude about not picking up the new Post fitted that The Hundreds was selling, but when you don't even know when your next meal is gonna be, I'd skip the hats for a while.

Talking to DQ lately has gone scarce. She busy. I busy. We busy. It's alright though, because I'm learning to deal without her. It just makes the wait worth it when she comes back.

DQ(3:59:12 PM): this one's for you..

DQ (3:59:12 PM): http://4.media.tumblr.com/mOLZv5jkWoj6uywvtnVaiESzo1_500.jpg

private bippo (3:59:32 PM): really.

DQ (3:59:39 PM): yes, really.


Its just those little things you gotta appreciate. I love my life, and I thank God everyday for giving me another day just to wake up and be totally fine. I'm not the perfect person, and I don't plan on being one. But I found people that accept me and I'm still trying to improve, for myself, not for nobody else.

Just hear me out: Appreciate what you have, whether its a family member pissing you off, or something else bringing you down. Just take some time to recognize them and thank them..
Even though they push you its only made to be good for you.



Loving the musicality.. learned the song for my guitar in just 20 minutes or so, awesome.
This pretty much describes how I feel, but in a guy perspective, maybe if I get a new video recording camera, I'll start making legit covers?

I want to accomplish a lot this summer, don't stop me now.
God bless, be chill

Blehh

I hope I get accepted into The Heavyweights.

dqdqdqdqdqdqbabyyy.
Help me with CS4.
I'm not so pro.

Pickups x FML

AP Lit hw FTL
3 Reaalllyyy long books,
3 really tedious assignments.

But whatever ya gotta do to stay on top.
For UCLA.






..for dq!

Last Day.

Finally made it.
Didn't really feel like the last day of school.
Sa'll good though.

Plan to be doing lots of stuff this summer:
-P90?!
-Getting my gym card
-AP Lit Summer Assignments
-GET MY GRAILS
-Be serious about my thoughts
-Prep for next year's classes

to name off the top of my head, stay tuned for more stress and updates.

GOT A NEW PHONE,
Samsung Eternity?! "Iphone killer", nattttt. Still pretty cool, though.if I had your number before, please IM me on AIM or message me your #!

Got that breath of fresh air, pal

More Pickups x Finals Thoughts 2

One of my Vans Grails. Left to go:
003 White W)taps
Cream Supreme Checkerboard Half Cab
Proper Chukka Del Barco
Duke Kahanamoku Authentics...

Too many to list. If you know my ISS, my WTB listing has them.
I thought I did pretty solid on the History Final. Expecting the best from that.
Biology..thought I did good, but reviewed it with the upperclassmen in my period.
We didn't do so much. Heres hoping Mr.Mohammad was nice enough to curb the grade,
since all of us "smart kids of the class" did badly on it.

Expecting my AA Hoody in the mail tomorrow.
Last day of school tomorrow.

Going to hang out with a good friend of mine! :)
Hopefully..haha.
It's finally over...

"heres hoping you're going all out because we've finally reached the final stretch. Go out with a bang, because we both know you're going somewhere. <3"

Pickups x Final day 1

Finals for Spanish and PE.
I died on Spanish, but w/e. PE I killed. I got first for 7 cougars.
I'm gonna miss PE, Even though everyone hated the Coach,
I thought he was pretty sensible. He was strict and, coming from his past,

he has a right to push us high school students to our limits.
The man has flatlined twice in his life time, and he has more injuries
than most FAMILIES experience in their lifetimes.

Came home. Got my second pack today. Mom got mad cause its "from strangers" or w/e, and that I'm "underaged" and can't send MO's but w/e. She ain't paying for it. Whats her problem.

I love how this was all for 10. Hello, re-sale?!

Pretty confident about tomorrow. History + Bio finals. I've been keeping my place in those 2 classes, and I'm not about to let it slip now.

"So you and me haven't been talking that much. It's understandable, with finals and everything, all that you've worked for is coming down into these last few days. Just pull through a little longer, you can do this. You got someone else by you but I just want you to know I'm still supporting you fully and I'm gonna keep praying for you."

for now, be chill

Last on the list.

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Name: Jeffrey
Date: 6/9/2009
Colorgenics Number: 13056247

---

You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.

Rejection is what you fear the most and it is this fear that makes you unapproachable. You are looking for acknowledgement and above all looking for people who can appreciate you for who and what you are.

The way things are, you feel that you are stuck in a rut and there is not much you can do about it. You feel frustrated and inhibited but if you can find a way to let yourself go, you may find that things aren't quite so bad as perhaps you thought they were. One consolation is that since you are an extremely emotional individual, with the right person you may be able to release some of that frustration and tension with some mutual tender loving care.

Setback after setback has resulted in considerable stress and now you have got to the stage where you are continuously on your guard, not only to protect yourself from others but to protect yourself from yourself. It would seem that many of your unfulfilled hopes and dreams have led to uncertainty and suspicion. You no longer wish to answer to others and you are insisting on freedom of thought. You feel that you are fully self-sufficient and can control your own destiny. You are seeking ways to protect yourself from further loss of prestige and against further setbacks. You have become very dependent and you doubt that matters could possibly get any better in the immediate future and this negative attitude is leading you to exaggerate your claims and to refuse reasonable compromise.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.

Next on my list

finals for spanish in a few hours.
I'm not that worried about it.

Seeing all these pictures of the FH3001's got me so pumped.

Beautiful beyond belief.

It'll hurt my wallet hard, but damn these are so worth it.
I'm getting my AA Hoodie and HUF Chukkas tomorrow, or hopefully today[since its 2am on Tuesday]

Will update with pics on that with my next entry.
I've been starting to do 100 push-ups before I go to bed everyday.
We aren't doing anything much anymore, and my last day of PE is tomorrow[technically today]
So this will benefit me. No flabby arms for me! I got plans to work out in the summer.
I want my 6-pack back. I only had it from 6th-8th grade ish cause I was so skinny. HAHA,
but I guess all my muscle is going to my legs..cause my calves are huge as hell..

Oh well.
This post was random.
I'm going to go brush my teeth, do pushups then go to bed.

be chill

..

UN-DSed my pinstripe fitted today.

Things are starting to get rough again.
I kind of looked forward to SF today, but ehh.
Turned out to be a major tourist thing for my relatives,
and I didn't get anything done for myself. It's alright tho,
I have lots more opportunities to go here than they do,
and they should enjoy it while they can.

No pics up, figured that the memory of just spending
time with them on my own would be suitable.

Came home around 10, burned the photos onto a CD for them
to watch as a slideshow on my brother's laptop.

Talked to some people,
came up with this lame post.


So now, I know the truth.
You said not to get attached but. Hey. I'm stubborn,
you are also. I got a sample of what kind of Queen you are,
and I guess you don't disappoint.
I was very shocked by this, but at the same time not surprised.

I'm hoping church later today will get my mind off of it.
Right now, He's the only thing keeping me from going crazy now.

Awesome.

Reached my 100th blog post today, yay me?
I've been getting really lazy lately with my posts, like 1 or 2 pics or vids.
Not really saying much. I don't write essays like I used to, but I'm not just gonna
give you guys a picture book.

We'll start off with good news. Supposedly, my surprise pack from HUF came in today, not so bad for 10. I didn't get no samples or anything like that, but hey. Pretty good, needed some new hats.


Waiting on a second one, if there IS a second one, cause I sent both of my 10 dollar money orders on the same day. Maybe this is a 20 dollar box. Dunno. Anyone got suggestions for what I should do with the stickers? Send me suggestions, you know how to contact me.

Later on, going to some "Hip Hop" concert meeting thing I guess w/the youth.
IFYOUREREADINGTHIS: Don't worry. I'm gonna ask him tonight. We'll get this worked out, I promise! [Sorry, no pics. We talked over this.]

Hmm.
Pretty good post, I think they should always be like this. Keeps the blog good w/content.
SF tomorrow, maybe i'll pick up another package. Who knows.

till then,
be chill

Independent

Ooh
Theres just something about her..

Basically

man and woman getty 1, originally uploaded by Michael Nishida..

How I want it

Back to square one

And you know I don't like it,
but I have to atone for the sins I've done somehow.

Why does it feel like this is the longest week of school ever?

8 days left. Feels like 80 in my book.
I still got so much crap to do..

Promise.